Sunday, October 15, 2006

Still Fighting It - Ben Fold's Five

Everybody knows
It sucks to grow up
And everybody does
It's so weird to be back here.
Let me tell you what
The years go on and
We're still fighting it, we're still fighting it
You'll try and try and one day you'll fly
Away from me




I want to fly and not fall.
Sorry if I don't sound coherent to you, maybe I'm getting all schizo here. I still cannot fully comprehend what I'm going through now. I feel lethagic most of the time and sometimes I get damn moody for reasons I cannot fathom. I hope things will be get better. I hate being in a melancholy mood.

Happier part of the post:
Bangkok trip in December!
That's the only thing I'm looking forward to. My goodness. And my mum generously offered to sponsor me the air tickets. *GRIN* Haha. So far 2 comfirmation from my friends. I like spontaneous people. (: But I hope there will be more. *HINTS TO AARON, BEN, ETC.*
And whoa, I'll get to see my thailand judo friends! *beams* Language is not a barrier between us. I can actually hold pretty good/decent conversation with some of them =)Seriously can't wait to see them..and I hope training over there won't be too tough, if not it would be rather embarrassing to be panting while doing their warm-ups, hah!

I hope Decemeber will come by quick.


I'm trying to keep my feet on the ground.