Sunday, March 19, 2006

Kissy kissy seventeen

Don't blame me for the lack of updates! Blame.. Err.. Erm.. Nevermind. Haha. I wonder who still comes here anyway. On random notes..
1)I just turn seventeeen!! <3 (Which means I get to stay out after 11am =D Unlike you kiddos out there. Lol. Kidding.)
2)Skone gave me a surprise after service which is.. *touched*
3)Leesi can bake really pretty pretty and nice cake.
4)Hong Kong is expensive. But a shopping heaven indeed =D
5)China is boring. But things are cheap and fake =D
6)People from hk thinks that I'm 14 years old o_O?! I don't know if this is an insult or a compliment.
7)I'll upload the pics sooon!

Anyway,
I kinda miss playing judo with my batchmate and seniors. Looking back.. Except for sec1. I wasn't a good captain. Nor a good team mate. I skip training like nobody's business. Biatch. Send me some hate-mail. That will make me feel better and less guilty.
And now I skip national training. Hell I do miss my team mates of cos. But I really don't know if I should go back. I don't know if I can commit to all the trainings. I don't want to make mr koh or mr tan mad..or disappointed again. "If you can't commit to it, then don't." Sheesh. I damn scared. How. Buy me a mizuno gi and I'll go back straight away. Okay, I'm just kidding. But seriously, I really don't know how to be a christian judoka. I keep showing my coaches my bad pts. Obviously I s--- at it. Maybe I should change a sport. Email me if you have any suggection.

On another note..
I miss my students =( Especially those from bedok view secondary. Okay actually they aint my student. I'm just a resource to them..I don't know what's the relation. But but!! I miss them calling me "xuan yi jie jie" though they are only one year younger than me. I miss crapping and chatting with them. Even though it's only a short three days. I remember the last day of the camp, I was very sick so I wasn't there for the morning session. But still went to there after I went to see the doctor so as to see them throught the whole course..Cos they are the first batch that I spend all three days with =) And it just warmth my heart to know that some of the students about asking about my whereabout. Aww. And I realise there's quite a few christians there which I've fellowship with =) I seriously doubt they will get to see this.. But all the best for your O'levels guys!! I hope I'll get to meet them again, somehow..

WARGH. Bye.