Saturday, October 15, 2005

mark of cain

"I'm an outcast. Uneducated. And angry."
copyright:isa chong

i've decided to drop the last post before Os come haunting me. well well. guess what?i'm graduated!! [graduated=no more school.] theoretically, the graduates DO NOT have to come to school anymore. thats why i've been looking forward to this date ever since i was sec1. however, ironically, thats not the case. my school isn't letting us off. WHYWHY??!! and i'll see my oh-so-handsome physics teacher almost everyday starting from next week.*PULLS HAIR* WHYWHY??!! i don't mind geography. i won't mind emaths either. but why physics! no. why chiong S.P?!! WHYWHY?!! why can't they give us mr tan W.B instead? i mean he is definitely alot better looking that chiong. teaches well. did i mention that he was good-looking? whoops. actually, to be frank, i guess it's probably that chiong S.P that i detest. never mind. but graduation day was so sweet! so touching. i guess it makes a different when all your teachers sing "i dream" to you as compared to taufik huh. haha. but i guess that kinda mark the end of my secondary school life. i can't help but feeling a tinge of regret as i know i hasn't been a really good student =p ohwell. reminisce.
summary:
1.i was in the same as geraldine in sec1! sec3! sec4! so basically, i've seen her for 3/4 of my secondary school life. thats quite sad. haha.
2.i quarrelled with my lit teacher with i was sec1. i've never spoken to her/greeted her since then.
3.i was first in class in sec 1! lol
4.i became a psl when i was sec2. but i don't remember doing anything as a psl
5.when i was sec2, i hated the maths teaher. so as to 'protest', i deliberately
flunk my maths common test. 2/50. don't try that.
6.i pon-ed 1/2 year of judo training when i was sec2. i was playful. but somehow i was the sports girl of the year. and i still got my cca points
7.God sent an angel to me when i was sec2. she brought me to church. thats how i became a christian. but i've never really shown my gratitude. so there, thanks xueting (:
8.i played truant when i was sec3. i skip lesson. to go home and sleep.
9.i skipped 1 entire year of judo training in sec3. i was more playful this time. but i still got my cca points
10.i joined judo when i was sec1 cos i saw this cute instructor during the demo. j/k. i love judo. if not i think i've achieved nothing in this four years in school
11.i've pon-ned more than 1 or 2 months of school this year. my form teacher told the class she hates me <-sec4
12.i did not show any sportsmanship in this year national schools. which i've very much regretted. i'm sorry.
13.mr chia(principal) is my good friend. he can talk continuously for 4 hours.
14.i've accumulated more than 20+ demerit points in the first half of this year. cos i was late for school. but it was written off later.
15.i never really like school till ytd. this is a fact.

just nice. 15 pointers for a summary. haha. yes. i was a very rebellious student.
although i was a psl. well. i'm remorseful for the kind of impression i'm leaving with my teachers. whats more i'm a christian. i ought to be ashame. haha. if it's not of God's guiding hand, i'll probably be kicked outta school of smth. lol.
but i guess the best thing i can do is to be courageous enough to admit my mistake, learn from it, and be a better child of God (: cheers.

ohyes. sorry if i didn't reply any of yall sms. i didn't change my number. i'm just busy with the studies. and err. lazy to reply. haa. i'm still contactable through my phone! i'll be back in around 1mth time. God bless peeps.

see you next friday, colours