Sunday, June 05, 2005

i guess this will be my LAST post before i go korea. i'm seriously not looking forward to it.
evident #1: i have not packed my stuff yet!
evident #2: i've not put on the s'pore flag on both my gis!
evident #3: "where is my passport?"
tsk tsk. i'm like leaving tomorrow. and i've national judo championship in the morning. i really should get packing soooon. oh yes, auto-raoming or prepaid card can't be used there. different network. so dumb. i'll get PHONECARDS then. urgh. i feel so discouraged by mr koh that day. some national coach. and i know i've disappointed mr tan that day. last training. i'm sorry, mr tan. sheesh. and according to mr tan, he says that i give mr koh the immpression that i'm lazy. o_o have i not trained hard enough? hmm.. maybe i have not done so. or i slack too much. haha. *look around*

"since when is winning ever enough. since when is trying hard ever enough."
-Coach Carter

maybe i should take national team training more serious now. maybe i should try not to be late for training. maybe i start training hard. but that's all maybe.. just play judo for fun!

i missed girls training camp. mr tan ask me to go for the guys training camp. vicki is going too..

i'll be back soon.