Wednesday, May 11, 2005
I can't stand to Fly, I'm not that naive

Since I've the time, I shall blog. No school tmr =)
Put God first.
Pray and Fast.
Patiently wait upon God.
Power of God.

I guess those few words really taught me a wonderful lesson.

Saturday. God really uses people and circumstances to Speak to His people, to get them back. If you draw near to God, God will draw near to you. Especially those who procrastinated and withdrawn from Him. It feels good when people pray for you and it Hit right on the Spot? God is awesome, isn't He?

Service wasn't like any other Youth service.
It have always been my prayer to see a breakthrough for the MegaLifers.
Reconciliation, may it be Man with Man or Man with God. Awesome time of worship, I can feel Sweet Presence and the Annointing of God is there, I can feel my Spirit is so engage with God, after so long. Thankyou, Father. It all ended with a song that goes like this:

Let us be one voice that Glorifies Your Name
Let us be one voice declaring that you reign
Let us be one voice in Love and Harmony
And we Pray oh Lord grant us Unity

Friendship have been fostered, Strong Bonds have been built, God is our Foundation =)

*And Thanks abby(Loh), for helding my hands when praying =) It broght a immediate Warmth to my Heart =) Reconciliation, reconciliation.

A few months back, somebody asked me this question before.
If i were to ask you this question: "Is Jesus your Best Friend?"
Can you give me a definate -YES?
I'm proud to say "Yes" now. Sorry it took me so long to realise that. Surrendering, trusting Him every area of your life is not easy. Putting God as your #1 isn't easy. But you gonna try at least?

On a lighter note..

Oh, I realised that I've skipped 3weeks of training. I'm finally back today. So fun, so tiring. But it feels good wearing the gi again =) So it's comfirm I'm going Korea? er. I can't really say I'm happy. Maybe I'm not even happy. 6-10th june. That means I'll miss church camp? Leaders Camp? But I'm in the committee! I need a breaK! I want to go for youth camp! I want to see God's glory. argh. Miss Ang, decisions decisions. But I've already decided. However, it seems like I don't have a choice. Hi Korea, here I come =( Four weeks to train, four weeks to lose weight. I'm so sad. I'm so going to miss my church friends, and the STEPS committee. urgh. -shakes head
"Oh God, i pray that you will sent me assurance as to where i'm suppose to going. Where you want me to go, i'll go, i'm willing to go. Your will be done, not mine. Amen."

"Say it only when you mean it."
Hmm what my daddy told me just now is quite true. I've realised if you say 'i love you', 'i miss you' or you calls people 'dear' 'love' 'darling' too often, it seems so insincere. Like you're saying that just for the sake of saying, you don't mean it at all when you say 'i'm always there for you' and all that crap, it only shows what a fake person you actually are, go away. Say it only when you mean it..

This entry is pretty long huh. But let me summarize the upcoming events:
-19 more days to Chinese Os [30th may]
-25 more days to National Judo Championship [5th june]
-26 more days to Korea Competition [6-10th june] anybody wants to sent me off?
-26 more days to MegaLife youth camp!-STEPS CAMP- for those lucky people who is going.
-52 more days to National Schools Individaul Events. [30th june]

and now Nationl training increases from twice per week to FIVE times per week, good luck to me =)

okay, i'll update other time i guess.

JOEYEEROCKS.