Tuesday, March 22, 2005

-i wanna change my template.but there isn't any nice picture around :(-

[SYNERGIZ conference]
[17-19th march]

day 1.
it's fantastic+awesome+cool.
not just bcos' it's my birthday..
conference is really awesome.
felt the presence of God..so strongly.
i know God is speaking to me.

[workshop1:Great Expectations]
[speaker:Miss Esther Tze Wong}
er..nothing much to say.
i was a little distracted
cos' i was sitting next to abby
she is damn cute i tell you.
she uses-ahem-the innocent emeline's phone to sms me.
'Happy Birthday Darling xuanyi. Love, Your Secret Admirer :)'
anyhow.
emeline crush me, right?
haha.kidding..
[Engage the Cross]
[Pastor Jeremy Seaward]
-summary-
take it up !
don't conquer my destiny to God
only surrender to it.
it's not me anymore
it's God
i really hafta get real with God.
just one word:obey

[concert]
concert was fantastic.
"everybody jump around in the house of God"
"hey, hey, jump around"
"everybody jump around in the house of God"
"everybody"

the concert is pretty much enjoyable
except for the part when..THAT guy.
-look at natalie
aye..it's obviously for me :(
so sad.
my birthday gift from planetshakers.gone.

mm spending my day with..
.God !
.planetshakers
-that keyboard player
.brother&sister in Christ
.friends
best birthday gift.

thankyouu!:
[for sms-ing/call/msn]
.abby[lohchuanmin]!.abby[chang]!.aaron!.alexi!
.bala!.camelia!.emeline[my secret admirer]!
.eric!.gerr chang!.joel!.joy!.lejoy!.lemuel!
.mel!.natalieyeoyingwei(: !.nicol!.rudy!
.samuellim!.samueloliverng!vanessa!
.xueting!.yongsheng!.zhengyi!
-grin
sorry if i missed out any names.


PLANETSHAKERS HAVE GOT A DAMN CUTE KEYBOARD PLAYER.

day 2.
i was late..overslept.
nobody bothers to wake me up la.
[Engage in Devotion]
[Pastor Sam Evans]
-for detail, log on to geraldine
's blog

went to do youth EE with joeyee.
2 assurance.
really cool.
she taught me alot of things..

[workshop2:Mentoring and Discipleship]
[Rev. Aries Zulkarnain]
i think he is quite cute..haa.
but he is married with a son :(
haha.j/k..he is too old for me.

disciple
.i'm here to serve, not to be serve !
.my attitude determinds my altitude
3 main factor.
1)humility
.we must be a servent first
.the way
up, is the way
down
2)willingness
.submitting to your leaders
.be punctural =P
3)positive attitude-faith
.disciples are made, not born
.observation
-in the most natural circumstances
.if you want to be a discipler, you must first be discipled

[Engage the Faith]
[Rev. Clement Wong]
-for detail, log on to geraldine
's blog

[concert]
i want to show You
what you mean to me God
i give You my whole life
i've got to tell You
i'm Yours forever
Lord i give You my whole life
Jesus i'll live for You
i everything i do
i'm holding on to You
Always!
always and forever


ys & timothy(+ family) came too (:
so cool.
joined VS cell to pray for a while then went home (:


PLANETSHAKERS HAVE GOT A DAMN CUTE KEYBOARD PLAYER.

day3.
i was late..overslept.again.argh.
sick+tired+body ache
nobody bothers to wake me up la.
[Engage in Prophetic]
[Rev. james Singh]
i love this guy.
man of God.
his message really powerful.
prayer is a power tool!
wisdom of God vs wisdom of man.
-for detail, log on to natalie
's blog
[my favourite girl]
went for alter call.
"Full-time calling..
take my life..use me as You wish"Rev. James Singh prayed for me.
fall under the power of God.
i know God is speaking to me.
about the many different issues.
big/small thing that i've been struggling to obey God of
fear.
finally..i obeyed.
phew!i feel a little better now.

[workshop3:heart to heart talk with girls]
[Pastor. Daphne+Joyce+Eileen]
-actually going for the "heart to heart talk with guys"
with emeline + vanessa,but..
got chased out.
that woman at the door so fierce
"NO GIRLS ALLOWED"
-sob-
the workshop is good.
-for detail, log on to emeline
's blog
okay.BGR relationship only after 19.christian.

[Engage the Call]
[Synergiz committee]
it's like a prayer meeting session
-pray pray pray-
all the youth pastors/leaders
praying for all the youths
over hundreds.or even thousands of them..
my dearest beloved rev. James Singh prayed for me.again.
it feels good when people pray for you and it hit just at the right spot
but when i was about to fall..i resisted.
i knew it was coming.
i didn't really expect it?
it's like the last day..and.
i just hate it..

[concert]
my emotions..my thoughts.
i tried to put everything aside.
and praise God like never before.

"i need You more than ever"
"i'm thirsty for a touch from Heaven"
"Jesus, please don't pass me by"

can't avoid it..he came.
damn.
i start to ponder if i've been a good leader.
and everything just seems so..urgh.
nehmind.
hope those people is feeling better now.

end of synergiz concert..
why isn't it a happy ending?